dizzy,confused...

  i am very very confused. i'm usually confused regarding my life, but right now i feel like i have lost track of thoughts, events and things in general. i have no idea what the hell goes on. everybody is acting strange, says really unbelievable things and does some kindda freaky affirmations.

  u know, there is somebody in my life whom i have considered to be totally different until yesterday night. by different i mean that i used to think that this person (we shall call him Jetli) has a different way of thinking. i have known him for a while now, i think there are... actually, this year, on the 18th-19th of November, it will be 3 years since we have known each other. and, at first, i thought he is just the type of guy i absolutely despise. that is, very proud of himself, vain, egotistical, and...all in all....full of shit. but i have discovered yesterday that he is not at all like that. i mean, egotistical, yes, but then again, who isn't; proud of himself...he should be, cause he has many reasons. but, on the other hand, he is warm, talkative, friendly, funny, witty... all these things that i adore in a guy. there are still some things i have to find out about the information we shared last night, because i don't know how does he know some things which concern me...and only me.  
  the reason why i started talking about him is that i wanna say smth about how having a simple talk to someone can change ur views about that person 180 degrees. for real! i promise, that from this day on, i will never ever judge anybody else before talking to him/her more than 2 times. because it takes more than one discussion to form a point of view. i have lost track of my thoughts (i have caught a very nasty cold, and i don't feel ok), therefore i will end this post here. if i can find my thoughts and bring them back, i will continue. anyway, i have made my point. :)