you know... when u have that feelin' that everything is goin' to be alright... but u cannot put your finger on exactly the thing that makes you feel like that... isn't that freakin' frustrating... i feel terrible since this morning... when i woke up at 3 AM, and i keep havin a very strange feelin that when we're finally going to meet after... 9 (and 1/2) weeks... everything is goin to be settled without very much talking... 'cause we don't need it... do u think we can pretend we never met? or do you think we will have to pretend even that we didn't see each other for all this time...i am sure we don't have to. because we have a f*ckin strange connection. connection that we can't comment upon. and we don't have to.
i know it doesn't make absolutely no sense what i have written, but i just had to let it go. the fact that i don't have anybody to talk to (while at work) frustrates me... and that's why i began writing a blog... so i can say whatever crosses my mind (especially about him)... with the hope that he never reaches this page.
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